i'm not happy...
Today Zach went with our friend to chicago so they could drop off our friends sister... I was supposed to get up around... well i slept in till 2 wasting my time, i was supposed to clean the attic and my room. So when i finally got up I went to Joann Fabrics with my mom and got some yarn and some honking ass knitting needles, then when we got back
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Something has to change, I need a life again, I want to be happy, I want to find real love....
But i dont feel loved...i should have felt it by now. Im not happy... not at all ::cries::: I just want to be happy"
Nicole...you are young. You have the whole world ahead of you. Now is the time for you to make the real decisions, before you get so used to him that you get married and/or have a baby together. You are not "stuck with him" at this point in your relationship...you need to be with someone you are "happy" to be "stuck" with.
If you really feel like you did in that quote of yours that I copied and pasted at the beginning of my response here -that you both do not love each other- then break it off while you still can. It is only fair for the both of you, and it will just get harder for you to make the right decision the more you let yourself feel "comfortable" with him.
If you both do not love each other now, it most likely won't turn into love in the future. It will just start hurting the two of you as the years go by, and you both will grow to "hate" each other and fight with each other, and hurt each other. Then your children will be the ones to suffer the most in the long run as they turn their traumatized little eyes up to their parents, and through their tears, they will beg the two of you to stop fighting. It's not worth it. If you really feel like that now, trust your intuition: let him go, and get yourself the life that makes you happy.
Think about it Nicole. *hug*
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