*le sigh*
why is it when you don't have a certain someone in your life, everyone else you know does? even the weirdo bondage guy at work found the girl. what.the.fuck?
well, its not like no one is interested in me that way. i just happen to be interested in the guy who's too lazy to even be my fuck buddy. (i am sooooo lame, i know). actually..i am not completely sure i want to BE with anyone. i look around too much. is that what you're supposed to do? i mean relationships are so unstable. anything and everything can and will go wrong. but just when i convince myself of that i see an old couple holding hands and being cute.
when did i become such a cynical person? i used to believe in falling in love and that "prince charming" would show up and sweep me off my feet. turns out he just wants a warm place to stick it.
but then again, if that kind of attraction didn't exist, where'd movies and songs and books and poems and sonnets come from? men have written most of them. where'd that romanticism disappear to? is it because women don't expect that anymore? they say they don't, but how could that be true? i want that! i want someone to tell me that i am the sun and the moon is envious. *blush* i want to wake up next to someone and be happy about it. i want to watch them sleep instead of search for my underwear and leave. i guess it'll happen. do you have to search for it? or just wait for it to happen? i want to drop something or fall and see the hand that will lift me up forever. its totally corny, but how awesome would that be?
well, its not like no one is interested in me that way. i just happen to be interested in the guy who's too lazy to even be my fuck buddy. (i am sooooo lame, i know). actually..i am not completely sure i want to BE with anyone. i look around too much. is that what you're supposed to do? i mean relationships are so unstable. anything and everything can and will go wrong. but just when i convince myself of that i see an old couple holding hands and being cute.
when did i become such a cynical person? i used to believe in falling in love and that "prince charming" would show up and sweep me off my feet. turns out he just wants a warm place to stick it.
but then again, if that kind of attraction didn't exist, where'd movies and songs and books and poems and sonnets come from? men have written most of them. where'd that romanticism disappear to? is it because women don't expect that anymore? they say they don't, but how could that be true? i want that! i want someone to tell me that i am the sun and the moon is envious. *blush* i want to wake up next to someone and be happy about it. i want to watch them sleep instead of search for my underwear and leave. i guess it'll happen. do you have to search for it? or just wait for it to happen? i want to drop something or fall and see the hand that will lift me up forever. its totally corny, but how awesome would that be?