Dec 21, 2005 19:05
well lets see the past week has been hell, my parents are duches bags but we all know that. i have to much on my mind to even think stright, but at least i had a kick ass time in Naples, and i met a guy ( mike) but i dont know what to think b.c we hit it off, and we made out a bunch, but now when ever i try to call him he's never home and he doesnt call me back sooo i dont know if he is trying to avoide me or he just hasnt called for some reason, but i dunno its weird b.c i met him in one day and i started to like him from the min. i saw him...hell if i know. well ne way i love my friends in naples and i wanted to stay there and not come back here but i really had no choice, but i think i might move back there this summer but not sure yet..i want to really bad but well see what happens. Well me and sean are no more i dont think i could be with him ne more, i just feel differently about us so i think its better if we are friends even tho he got me roses yesterday and it was really sweet but its still not the same, and the other guys i like or think are cute or whatever, just confuse me so i'm a lil fucked in the head right now. AND I WANT TO COME BACK TO NAPLES!!!! god i wish i could, Al sucks the only thing good up here is my friends like Brittany and Dee and a couple other people too, other than that fuck this place. oh well like always life sucks then u die so oh well. alright well i'm done for how just thought i'd update a lil since i havent in forever so i'm gonna go
love always Sammy