Aug 22, 2005 20:02
Hung out with Monika today. Wow, what a fucking trip. When she called me a few days ago I felt something weird, not emotion but a strange lack thereof, like I should have felt something but didn't. Was weird. So after we talked for a bit and made plans and we were about to hang up she said "I miss you" What the fuck?! How the hell do you respond to that?
Anyhow we hung out today and it was fun, aside from her telling stories of her new boyfriend and her sisters sexcapades (Ugh, I know too much) She wishes she could hang out with her sister more, but can't cuz shes so busy. And its's my biased opinion that her new bf is a complete moron. Lost his license to a DUI,
YOU DONT DRIVE DRUNK!!! ESPECIALLY WITH THE ONES YOU CARE ABOUT IN THE CAR!!
But yeah, we ate sushi (yum!) at our favorite restaurant called O-cha, then sat at the coffee shop down the street chatting. Then after we both had our emotional downfalls we went to my car and talked some more. I told her I missed being able to talk to someone like this and she said the same, then after more chatting she had to leave cuz she had to see her bf. I got a really big and long hug, and she was crying afterwards. More WTF!?!?
I'm so confused, so many weird emotions, and I think I still have feelings for her, ugh what the fuck is wrong with me.
So yeah, off to work I go
--Mortimer