Babysitting.....
So, I'm pretty much stuck home for tonight.
My parents are out shopping and shit, so guess who's babysitting 4 young ones?
(you better have guessed me.)
I've been getting frustrated very easily lately. I really don't understand why.
Maybe I am just burning out over being so hyper when I finally got ungrounded and could see Samm and everything. It was a huge couple of days even if it was kind of chill.
Maybe it's from major lack of sleep. I haven't had the greatest dreams lately when I could sleep long enough to have them.
I think maybe it has more to do with being upset about the new living arrangements with my little brothers. I know its horrible not to want them living here. And I don't think that is it. I think I just need to get used to it. I mean, I was pretty much free to do what I want. Now, I have to wait to use the phone, wait to get on the computer, constantly lift kids over baby gates. Way more dishes. Everythings louder. And, from this babysitting I'm doing right now, I'll tell you, babysitting sucks.
But, basically the only reason I just said all that is to maybe explain if I get a little pissy towards anyone. Just very stressed. I will find the solution soon.
Christmas presents should cheer me up!!!
I can't wait! I already know what Samm got me. But, not exactly. So, I'm still VERY excited! Also, I can't wait to give her her presents! I know she'll love them.
I have now finally found out my schedule for Christmas time.
1. Christmas eve - do whatever. Be with Samm.
2. Christmas morning - Open presents. Go to Samm's. Very early. Give her her presents. Maybe go to her fathers. hmm.... I don't know what to think of this. I'm glad to be with her no matter what we're doing though. It should blow past christmas's out of the water.
3. After christmas - Have to go to Mark's. He's off for the week. So, he just wants me to come a couple days then.
Well, rambling now. So, bye.
♥Samm.
My parents are out shopping and shit, so guess who's babysitting 4 young ones?
(you better have guessed me.)
I've been getting frustrated very easily lately. I really don't understand why.
Maybe I am just burning out over being so hyper when I finally got ungrounded and could see Samm and everything. It was a huge couple of days even if it was kind of chill.
Maybe it's from major lack of sleep. I haven't had the greatest dreams lately when I could sleep long enough to have them.
I think maybe it has more to do with being upset about the new living arrangements with my little brothers. I know its horrible not to want them living here. And I don't think that is it. I think I just need to get used to it. I mean, I was pretty much free to do what I want. Now, I have to wait to use the phone, wait to get on the computer, constantly lift kids over baby gates. Way more dishes. Everythings louder. And, from this babysitting I'm doing right now, I'll tell you, babysitting sucks.
But, basically the only reason I just said all that is to maybe explain if I get a little pissy towards anyone. Just very stressed. I will find the solution soon.
Christmas presents should cheer me up!!!
I can't wait! I already know what Samm got me. But, not exactly. So, I'm still VERY excited! Also, I can't wait to give her her presents! I know she'll love them.
I have now finally found out my schedule for Christmas time.
1. Christmas eve - do whatever. Be with Samm.
2. Christmas morning - Open presents. Go to Samm's. Very early. Give her her presents. Maybe go to her fathers. hmm.... I don't know what to think of this. I'm glad to be with her no matter what we're doing though. It should blow past christmas's out of the water.
3. After christmas - Have to go to Mark's. He's off for the week. So, he just wants me to come a couple days then.
Well, rambling now. So, bye.
♥Samm.