bend me break me shake me make me what you are
well I've done it this time I have lost my sanity I think...
I had dreams that were so ... distracting from my sleep
I guess you could say.. even when I sleep my mind and body does not rest at all I am taken places I may not want to go
But I have no way of stopping this
I slept alone and not wanting to at all I felt like crying myself to sleep missing .. something
I have been missing a part of myself, I am gaining it back I think in some way but only becuase fate has brought me SOMETHING
I can't reveal things for fear of being broken as I usually am
I can't even think straight I have but one thought in my head
My body sore my bones brittle my mind exhusted with thoughts of another
The human mind is such a powerful thing so why can't humans themselves control it??
I mean honestly you can distract yourself but the thoughts are still there seeping, seething, waiting there for you to let them in
I have too much in my head
I need spring cleaning for my mind and soul to let some things go
My memory is getting the best of me, I keep getting flashes of insecurities in my head and thoughts of distrust that shouldnt be there.. they have no reason to be there my heart knows the truth but my head wont let me rest with my decision... I have to let this go otherwise it will ruin the best thing I have..
I saw someone in my room last night she was guiding me telling me I am loved
I wasnt scared dispite the cold feeling I knew what she was
Because I knew she sees things I can not
So I slept peaceful knowing
I had dreams that were so ... distracting from my sleep
I guess you could say.. even when I sleep my mind and body does not rest at all I am taken places I may not want to go
But I have no way of stopping this
I slept alone and not wanting to at all I felt like crying myself to sleep missing .. something
I have been missing a part of myself, I am gaining it back I think in some way but only becuase fate has brought me SOMETHING
I can't reveal things for fear of being broken as I usually am
I can't even think straight I have but one thought in my head
My body sore my bones brittle my mind exhusted with thoughts of another
The human mind is such a powerful thing so why can't humans themselves control it??
I mean honestly you can distract yourself but the thoughts are still there seeping, seething, waiting there for you to let them in
I have too much in my head
I need spring cleaning for my mind and soul to let some things go
My memory is getting the best of me, I keep getting flashes of insecurities in my head and thoughts of distrust that shouldnt be there.. they have no reason to be there my heart knows the truth but my head wont let me rest with my decision... I have to let this go otherwise it will ruin the best thing I have..
I saw someone in my room last night she was guiding me telling me I am loved
I wasnt scared dispite the cold feeling I knew what she was
Because I knew she sees things I can not
So I slept peaceful knowing