having my doubts
I dunno what to do. We’ve got Buffy back and that should be good, because it’s Buffy, and she’s back, and what wouldn’t be good about that? But she hasn’t smiled yet, or said thank you or anything, and it’s been days and I know it takes time to recover from a hell dimension, because Buffy told me all about Angel having the crazies and I’m babbling and I don’t even know who I’m babbling to.
And I guess, to be fair, she shouldn’t have to thank me. Bringing her back was like my sacred duty, just like it’s her sacred duty to kill vamps and stuff and Xander’s sacred duty to fix up the house when her sacred duty ends up causing damage.
I’m just so worried. Buffy’s hurting so bad and I guess who wouldn’t be, cause she must have all those bad memories of Glory’s house, but I just want to grab her and shake her but she might break me in half. I wouldn’t put it past the current Buffy who is reminding me of the pre-Master Bones smashing Buffy, a Buffy who wasn’t very nice at all.
Come to think of it, she was meanest to Xander and Angel and now she’s mean to all of us. Is she just permanently anti-whoever saves her life? I mean, sure we were a few months too late, but we got her back here okay! It’s not like sacred urns are just lying around or anything, and it’s not like it’s easy to convince your scaredy cat friends to help you perform dark magick, even if it’s for a good cause.
A really, really good cause.
Although, awful as it is? I’m starting to wonder how good a cause it really was. And I hate thinking that, cause Buffy’s my best friend.
Or at least she... you know. Was.
And I guess, to be fair, she shouldn’t have to thank me. Bringing her back was like my sacred duty, just like it’s her sacred duty to kill vamps and stuff and Xander’s sacred duty to fix up the house when her sacred duty ends up causing damage.
I’m just so worried. Buffy’s hurting so bad and I guess who wouldn’t be, cause she must have all those bad memories of Glory’s house, but I just want to grab her and shake her but she might break me in half. I wouldn’t put it past the current Buffy who is reminding me of the pre-Master Bones smashing Buffy, a Buffy who wasn’t very nice at all.
Come to think of it, she was meanest to Xander and Angel and now she’s mean to all of us. Is she just permanently anti-whoever saves her life? I mean, sure we were a few months too late, but we got her back here okay! It’s not like sacred urns are just lying around or anything, and it’s not like it’s easy to convince your scaredy cat friends to help you perform dark magick, even if it’s for a good cause.
A really, really good cause.
Although, awful as it is? I’m starting to wonder how good a cause it really was. And I hate thinking that, cause Buffy’s my best friend.
Or at least she... you know. Was.