what the fuck is wrong with me

[evilinsideu]

Im bored

Im tired

Im tired of being bored

im sick of everything i wana start new wheres the reset button on this thing ..? i dont get it its been years and you still fuck my head up and its not the feeling of anything its still just the question of why i wish i could just let shit go i duno i know you dont read this shit but i for some odd reason gota talk about this its just a feeling of anger why do ppl just up and ignore me like im kind of malignant disses just up and ... well fuck you im just gona ignore you blha all this time alone in a new place isnt helping either im at a new place new people new everything what the hell is gona happen to me im dragin ass my life is pretty much hitting its emergency breaks why i dont know what the fuck is holding me back from goin out with the guys what the hell is makin me say no guys not tonight why do i always feel like shit why is the past always hovering over my shoulder why cant i just take it with a grain of salt and get the fuck over it i tell you what when shits good its good but when its bad ... it takes it a long time to equal out and then all the shit just keeps on piling up and kinda fucking annoying and its getting old real old