today has been one heck of a day!
first off, i went to work 4 a food training thing.. it was mucho fun!! I <3 my coworkers!!
then..i got home and talked 2 aj for 2 hrs. we are back together. we broke up exactly one month ago..but wow..did we have a deep conversation. i realized many things.. u don't appreciate what u've got until u lose it<<< which all of u have prob heard, but prob only a handful of us have experienced it. This past month has been soo difficult.. I know i prob told you guys that we felt diff about each other and that i am "okay"...but I tried soo hard to forget about him,i tried to go for other guys, but everytime I heard a love song, everytime i heard his name, everytime he walked beside me, my emotions came pouring back.
I guess i learned a lot. Always weigh in ur friends' opinions, but most importantly..listen to ur heart and do what you want to do! he may not be an abercrombie and fitch model w/a perfect body or whatnot...but he has a good heart and that's all that matters. hehehe
"It wasn't over then. It still isn't over" << the notebook <3
then..i got home and talked 2 aj for 2 hrs. we are back together. we broke up exactly one month ago..but wow..did we have a deep conversation. i realized many things.. u don't appreciate what u've got until u lose it<<< which all of u have prob heard, but prob only a handful of us have experienced it. This past month has been soo difficult.. I know i prob told you guys that we felt diff about each other and that i am "okay"...but I tried soo hard to forget about him,i tried to go for other guys, but everytime I heard a love song, everytime i heard his name, everytime he walked beside me, my emotions came pouring back.
I guess i learned a lot. Always weigh in ur friends' opinions, but most importantly..listen to ur heart and do what you want to do! he may not be an abercrombie and fitch model w/a perfect body or whatnot...but he has a good heart and that's all that matters. hehehe
"It wasn't over then. It still isn't over" << the notebook <3