why?
ok so here is the short verson of the story.....my hunny went to a friends house to stay the night and iam upset about it when i know that i souldn't be.....i know i sound selfish and i sound like i don't want him to have fun but that is not the truth i do want him to do what ever he wants but i fell like he wont come back.....i don't want to lose him i don't know what i would do with out him by my side....i love him too much to just go on if something happened to him......well i guess that i'll stop this winny shit and go to bed now cause no reads this or even cares what i have to say or even how i feel. so owhy do i even keep this journal?