nobody knows de troibles I've seen...
...insomnia is a lovely thing.
2:33 AM 7/19/08 · It would seem progressively the longer I live I'm becoming less sexually active. Once it was the other way around, that the older I get the more sex I was having...but not so much anymore. This can be attributed to a variety of factors (loss of car and less going out going right up there) but the facts remain the facts.
I don't date as typically as most people do. Most of my relationships, insofar as women that're boinking my brains out, actually start in sex. Variations ongoing from literally within a few, sometimes a couple, hours from the point of meeting to friends that fix me up with friends just for sexual reasons. There's even some rumors circulating about me, that I will not bore you with, that have encouraged women to have sex with me. However, regardless of current circustances I'm still very geared to lots and lots of sex.
Not monogamous by nature, I'm accustomed to seeing more than one woman at a time. I've had something of a knack of finding women that're cool with this sort of arrangement without really trying. I make no secret of this circumstance and preference, which is why sailorv61 and I didn't start up several months back while she was still single; policy against dating nonmonogamous types...
...a pity as she's wonderful and gives great hug.
Not that this has prevented me from still getting the hugs.
Take happiness in what you can.
While I don't date, I do have a primary. This is usually designated as the woman I have the strongest emotional connection to at any given time. While I generally get on well with anyone I am pleasuring, to whatever degree, as I try to maintain some level of friendship as a general rule...there is always that one who is extra special to me. There have even been ones that I would have exclusively dated if they were up for it...
...first off being
Debbie, but I kind of introduced her to the concept of being nonmonogamous and she didn't want to give it up. Also, while she knows I could never lie to her, she had a problem believing it when I said she was more than enough for me.
Go figure.
When
Jenny and I were often entangled she was my primary. We had the love but she informed me, for rather unique reasons I won't go into, that she could never date me. While she was single we were all over each other and occasionally I brought her into other situations with whoever else I was pleasuring at the time. That worked out rather well excepting that one time with Evelyn, who said she found it a little uncomfortable having sex with us given the intensity she felt between
Jenny and I...
...I won't deny that intensity but others might given that at the points
Jenny wasn't single, we stopped having sex altogether. I was cool with this, cuz I'm just odd that way, and generally shortly after becoming single again it was back to the races.
As hard as it may seem to buy, even my mind reels at this now and again, I tend to view
Raven as my current primary. I'm not actively having sex with anyone else just now, though 2 possibles popped up and faded due to wonkiness like there is just no describing, and I see her excessively rarely. Almost averages to once every 2 months...but we have the love. Least I'm fairly sure as the last time, after a couple hours of happy and some more after this lil' bit, she told me she loved me and I returned it.
I do.
Really.
She's wonderful...
...minus the massive gaps between seeing each other but that's not something that is really anybody's fault.
Except maybe God.
Damn you God!
Our sexual philosophies are not entirely different...which works out nicely. I can have ze sex with others and so can she. We don't always have sex when we see each other but we do tease the living Hell out of each other regardless. Much with de laughter do we have.
Generally when I'm missing anyone it's her.
I miss other people too but I tend to lump her in there as well.
While I think of her as my primary, whcih even I'm a bit puzzled by, I have no clue what her thought on that is. Having a tendency to read posts with her tag on them I hope to find that out with a week or two of posting this. Asking her directly is a bit tricky as she's not big with the answering back to voicemails, when her mailbox isn't full, and texting is not always responded to. That's kind of funny because it used to be I didn't like to text and she was all about it. Now that I can and do...she doesn't as much.
Funny old world.
Not being online as much as I'm used to...there's a few journals I goto first rather than hoping to find them while skimming my friendslist. Not everybody posts as much as I used to but lately
Raven's been pretty good about that. At least twice within the last couple of months there's been something that may've been written about me, I don't think so but I admit the possibility, that would give the impression of her being crowded. Could totally be someone else as while I try to maintain a level of contact between us I usually do it just once a week.
Still, I'm not positive and I'm not in the best headspace lately. Too much time on my hands and even my more or less sane self can go to downright paranoia real easy.
If it weren't for the space aliens keeping me company I'd go stir crazy.
2:33 AM 7/19/08 · It would seem progressively the longer I live I'm becoming less sexually active. Once it was the other way around, that the older I get the more sex I was having...but not so much anymore. This can be attributed to a variety of factors (loss of car and less going out going right up there) but the facts remain the facts.
I don't date as typically as most people do. Most of my relationships, insofar as women that're boinking my brains out, actually start in sex. Variations ongoing from literally within a few, sometimes a couple, hours from the point of meeting to friends that fix me up with friends just for sexual reasons. There's even some rumors circulating about me, that I will not bore you with, that have encouraged women to have sex with me. However, regardless of current circustances I'm still very geared to lots and lots of sex.
Not monogamous by nature, I'm accustomed to seeing more than one woman at a time. I've had something of a knack of finding women that're cool with this sort of arrangement without really trying. I make no secret of this circumstance and preference, which is why sailorv61 and I didn't start up several months back while she was still single; policy against dating nonmonogamous types...
...a pity as she's wonderful and gives great hug.
Not that this has prevented me from still getting the hugs.
Take happiness in what you can.
While I don't date, I do have a primary. This is usually designated as the woman I have the strongest emotional connection to at any given time. While I generally get on well with anyone I am pleasuring, to whatever degree, as I try to maintain some level of friendship as a general rule...there is always that one who is extra special to me. There have even been ones that I would have exclusively dated if they were up for it...
...first off being
Debbie, but I kind of introduced her to the concept of being nonmonogamous and she didn't want to give it up. Also, while she knows I could never lie to her, she had a problem believing it when I said she was more than enough for me.
Go figure.
When
Jenny and I were often entangled she was my primary. We had the love but she informed me, for rather unique reasons I won't go into, that she could never date me. While she was single we were all over each other and occasionally I brought her into other situations with whoever else I was pleasuring at the time. That worked out rather well excepting that one time with Evelyn, who said she found it a little uncomfortable having sex with us given the intensity she felt between
Jenny and I...
...I won't deny that intensity but others might given that at the points
Jenny wasn't single, we stopped having sex altogether. I was cool with this, cuz I'm just odd that way, and generally shortly after becoming single again it was back to the races.
As hard as it may seem to buy, even my mind reels at this now and again, I tend to view
Raven as my current primary. I'm not actively having sex with anyone else just now, though 2 possibles popped up and faded due to wonkiness like there is just no describing, and I see her excessively rarely. Almost averages to once every 2 months...but we have the love. Least I'm fairly sure as the last time, after a couple hours of happy and some more after this lil' bit, she told me she loved me and I returned it.
I do.
Really.
She's wonderful...
...minus the massive gaps between seeing each other but that's not something that is really anybody's fault.
Except maybe God.
Damn you God!
Our sexual philosophies are not entirely different...which works out nicely. I can have ze sex with others and so can she. We don't always have sex when we see each other but we do tease the living Hell out of each other regardless. Much with de laughter do we have.
Generally when I'm missing anyone it's her.
I miss other people too but I tend to lump her in there as well.
While I think of her as my primary, whcih even I'm a bit puzzled by, I have no clue what her thought on that is. Having a tendency to read posts with her tag on them I hope to find that out with a week or two of posting this. Asking her directly is a bit tricky as she's not big with the answering back to voicemails, when her mailbox isn't full, and texting is not always responded to. That's kind of funny because it used to be I didn't like to text and she was all about it. Now that I can and do...she doesn't as much.
Funny old world.
Not being online as much as I'm used to...there's a few journals I goto first rather than hoping to find them while skimming my friendslist. Not everybody posts as much as I used to but lately
Raven's been pretty good about that. At least twice within the last couple of months there's been something that may've been written about me, I don't think so but I admit the possibility, that would give the impression of her being crowded. Could totally be someone else as while I try to maintain a level of contact between us I usually do it just once a week.
Still, I'm not positive and I'm not in the best headspace lately. Too much time on my hands and even my more or less sane self can go to downright paranoia real easy.
If it weren't for the space aliens keeping me company I'd go stir crazy.