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so to be more specific, i went out on weds. i was hoping to get a simple conversation, and perhaps a phone#, she wasn't there, cest la vie, mais bon.
i went forward without a clear and defined purpose. i did have some interesting albethem fairly shallow repetiotins of previous encounters with new people i'll most likely never see again. it wasn't really worth it for the amount of regret that i've experienced from losing the entire next day.
i followed the road of excess to the palace of mediocrity and i'm a bit disappointed with myself. the after effects of all this are far too awful to repeat.
what a shitty week. i'm serious. i wish i could ff or rew.
for all that's been good i'm thankful.
for all that's gone bad i'm regretful.
for all that's yet to occur i'm hopeful... still.
i just feel weak. i don't like it so much.
i went forward without a clear and defined purpose. i did have some interesting albethem fairly shallow repetiotins of previous encounters with new people i'll most likely never see again. it wasn't really worth it for the amount of regret that i've experienced from losing the entire next day.
i followed the road of excess to the palace of mediocrity and i'm a bit disappointed with myself. the after effects of all this are far too awful to repeat.
what a shitty week. i'm serious. i wish i could ff or rew.
for all that's been good i'm thankful.
for all that's gone bad i'm regretful.
for all that's yet to occur i'm hopeful... still.
i just feel weak. i don't like it so much.