Busy overcoming myself
Absolutely every single decision, thought, or horror that you have is entirely your own doing. Your mind is an object for manipulation, when it overcomes you then the roles have been reversed. When having an extremely hard time try this:
:::::Change your mind.:::::
That is the hardest single thing any human can ever do. It's hard to gauge success with this. Every once in a while it happens to everyone, the sadness leaves for just a bit but is expected to come back. Ironically I know that's exactly what's happened while I'm writing this very sentence. Perhaps taking the time to write this down will help cement the idea that I can control it; instead of let it control me.
Treasure the time you have is a terrible thing to say. You have all the time in the world, just make it that way.
I love the sunrise. I love chocolate shakes. I love skateboarding. I love being annoyed when I open fresh milk and have to throw away the seal. I love music. I love happy people. I love sad people. I love people I don't know. I love spaghetti. I love seeing forgiveness. I love trying to forgive. I love cold river water. I love uncut grass. I love wind. I love sheets. I love losing my shoes. I love wearing the same shorts for weeks. I love taking my showers at the pool. I love riding in cars with the windows down. I love climbing trees. I love singing. I love fishing. I love hamburgers. I love pop. I love hearing my favorite song on the radio. I love ice cream. I love seeing friends at work. I love not worrying. I love living to my own rules. I love being sure of myself. I love remembering that I forgot all the good things. I love writing what I'm thinking. I love drawing. I love people who know what they're talking about. I love cold bell peppers. I love breaking bad habits. I love starting good habits. I love having someone to rely on. I love knowing everyone makes mistakes. I love pretending to fly. I love showing feelings. I love knowing that it's never going to matter what anyone else thinks of me. I love true friends.
I love Liana A. Raineault.
-Alex