Sep 06, 2005 11:32
I thought this whole time that watching Laura fly away back to St. Augustine would be a little easier. Sure I knew I would miss her more this time as we have grown even closer every day. But I thought hey, I know that I'm going to see her again. The first time she flew away I was scared to death that all of the promises of wanting to fly up and see me she would forget about. But seeing her fly away with my heart for a second time just tore me to pieces. When Shakespeare wrote, "Parting is such sweet sorrow," he obviously didn't mean parting for weeks at a time. I think walking back to my car after watching her go through security was as sad as I have ever felt. When she flew away she took my heart with her.
In happier news I may be able to come back to Sav this weekend. It's Laura's friend Sara's birthday, so Laura will be flying in town. It's also Six Flags night on Friday, so I'll either be comming in late, or early Sat if I do get to come in. All depends on if I have a lot of schoolwork or not. And if I can't make it I can only pray she can fly up to see me the next weekend, because only God knows how terrible I felt having to go 3 weeks without seeing her smiling face.
But for all the sorrow I feel when I am away from her, I feel inifite times more happy when I am with her. And so it is more than worth the price. Just having her in my arms this past weekend was amazing. Life can't get any better than that.