And more than ever, I hope to never fall. Where enough is not the same it was before.
Wow. It's been a ..while.
A little more than that.
You get the gist.
Let's see.
I had an exam yesterday. Of which I gave only 1 paper. Horribly.
The entire duration consisted of me staring at the paper blankly, not even trying.
So.
Told mum that I was feeling unwell. Pleaded. Begged her to take me home. Called up dad. He agreed. Pacified (yeah right) mum. She scolded screamed her head off at me.
Went home. Mum screamed some more. About how she travelled on a bus and gave the JEE. And then returned on a bus. And how that so bloody enduring of her. How I was a complete weakling for not even being able to stand the heat.
Ignored her as usual. I don't think I could've been alive for this long without ignoring her. Then again, I'm not sure whether staying alive is the best plan.
Slept for a few hours. Woke up to mum screaming her head off. Again. Studied for UT. Finished HW.
Realised that maybe her anger was justified. I'd taken pretty much the entire week off to prepare for it.
So.
Still in a funk.
A
A little more than that.
You get the gist.
Let's see.
I had an exam yesterday. Of which I gave only 1 paper. Horribly.
The entire duration consisted of me staring at the paper blankly, not even trying.
So.
Told mum that I was feeling unwell. Pleaded. Begged her to take me home. Called up dad. He agreed. Pacified (yeah right) mum. She scolded screamed her head off at me.
Went home. Mum screamed some more. About how she travelled on a bus and gave the JEE. And then returned on a bus. And how that so bloody enduring of her. How I was a complete weakling for not even being able to stand the heat.
Ignored her as usual. I don't think I could've been alive for this long without ignoring her. Then again, I'm not sure whether staying alive is the best plan.
Slept for a few hours. Woke up to mum screaming her head off. Again. Studied for UT. Finished HW.
Realised that maybe her anger was justified. I'd taken pretty much the entire week off to prepare for it.
So.
Still in a funk.
A