So Far...
Well I am at college and I guess it isn't all that I expected. I wanted to fit in more than I am. It seems somewhat like high school, which sucks. Maybe it is because class hasn't started yet, so I am still keeping my hopes up that it will get better. Caitlin, my roommate, is great. She's very nice. We also formed a bond with our neighbor Lauren. The other girls surrounding us seem to have their own little pack that doesn't really include us, but we try to stay together. I guess that is the only thing I am rather disappointed in. That and I don't stand out.
We were listening to a speech today and the guy told us to look inside ourselves and ask what we are doing here. I tried it and the only answer I came up with was that this was the normal thing to do after highschool is finished. Well, that answer isn't good enough. So then I began to question whether or not I should even be here right now, and that maybe I should have taken a year off to travel or make up my mind or something. Then I wanted to cry. It was bad. Maybe I am emotional because my period is on its way. Hopefully (fingers crossed)! I haven't had it last month or this month so far. We'll see.
My spirits lifted tons when we went to a dance tonight. It was so much fun. I realized how much I really love to do that. We need to go clubbing. Anyway, I was rather sweaty and tired, but so glad I went. Now if only that could be like every day. That would be nice.
In other good news, I am starting my next chapter in my fanfic and my novel isn't really at a standstill anymore. I just need some time to continue with it. I still need to download some shit onto this computer because everything got screwed up. That reminds me, my new MSN email address thingy is BTheMask@hotmail.com. So please, add it so I can talk with you fine people.
Other than me feeling rather depressed and listening to German Hunchy and Stevie, my love, in order to brighten up, I guess that's it.
Ciao,
Dim.
We were listening to a speech today and the guy told us to look inside ourselves and ask what we are doing here. I tried it and the only answer I came up with was that this was the normal thing to do after highschool is finished. Well, that answer isn't good enough. So then I began to question whether or not I should even be here right now, and that maybe I should have taken a year off to travel or make up my mind or something. Then I wanted to cry. It was bad. Maybe I am emotional because my period is on its way. Hopefully (fingers crossed)! I haven't had it last month or this month so far. We'll see.
My spirits lifted tons when we went to a dance tonight. It was so much fun. I realized how much I really love to do that. We need to go clubbing. Anyway, I was rather sweaty and tired, but so glad I went. Now if only that could be like every day. That would be nice.
In other good news, I am starting my next chapter in my fanfic and my novel isn't really at a standstill anymore. I just need some time to continue with it. I still need to download some shit onto this computer because everything got screwed up. That reminds me, my new MSN email address thingy is BTheMask@hotmail.com. So please, add it so I can talk with you fine people.
Other than me feeling rather depressed and listening to German Hunchy and Stevie, my love, in order to brighten up, I guess that's it.
Ciao,
Dim.