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[evilfiresshadow]

I want to show them
i want to show them all
prove them wrong
make them regret the way they treated me
make their faces hot in anger, embarrasment, shame
i'll be able to show my talents
be famous maybe
something that would get your attention you always drove away
you'll notice me then
and want to talk to me
invite me
laugh with me
and i'll spit in your faces so you feel as bad as I do when you treat me like you do
i'll cuss in your face and make you cry and i'll savor every minute of it
you'll see me then

then reality comes
i'll never be famous
i can dream but i can also see the truth
i'll never make it
i can try, i can practice, i can try to make myself good
but who would notice me?

but there is always a maybe
a chance

just need to get out