May 07, 2005 23:29
50 dollars for babysitting two good kids for 5 hours and all I did was basically watch TV? sweet
Well I did that and spent all day making my mother's day presents. Two pictures I drew for Mae's room. ((For those who don't know, we are adopting a little girl from china and her name is going to be Mae.)) One is China filled with lady bugs and has Mae in chinese above it and the word Mae below it. The other is a sleeping panda on some branches and says Sweet Dreams above it. ^^
Well I made my decision about going back out with Matt and that decision is...drum roll...no. He's just not the guy for me. I need someone who I feel like actually cares for me and wants to be with me. Matt always just felt like a 'friend with benefits' and I don't want to be that to anybody. I need someone to love me for me and not just my boobs or ass or kissing and all that. I never got the feeling that Matt wanted to be with me, and I doubt that would change if we went back out.
*sigh* All well, 'My' man has got to show up at some point, just not right now ^_~
Well i'm going to sleep
I'm getting better
but still a bit sick
*~*single, call me, ;)*~*