POOP on a stick
Thats how I feel...blah, drained, frantic, weary....
Getting to be that time of year again for me. Must make the trek to get my little green friends. I dont look forward to this, its just something I have to live with.
I feel sorry for the people around me, the people I love that have to put up with this in-between faze where my emotions are at the whim of the sun shining and the shear willpower I have stored over the summer. Things are at a semi-good point right now but I can feel the pull in the back of my mind and the tightness in my chest. I feel I want to hide from all in my room (but being at my house is a whole other sack of crap to deal with, that may take the form of a soap box to stand on some day).
AACCKKKK just want to...I dont know, just want to be whole.
Getting to be that time of year again for me. Must make the trek to get my little green friends. I dont look forward to this, its just something I have to live with.
I feel sorry for the people around me, the people I love that have to put up with this in-between faze where my emotions are at the whim of the sun shining and the shear willpower I have stored over the summer. Things are at a semi-good point right now but I can feel the pull in the back of my mind and the tightness in my chest. I feel I want to hide from all in my room (but being at my house is a whole other sack of crap to deal with, that may take the form of a soap box to stand on some day).
AACCKKKK just want to...I dont know, just want to be whole.