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today was absolutely amazing. i woke up and mollie called, then jason called, the david called. i got all ready and jason and mollie came and picked me up. jason ran out of his car and gave me the biggest hug in the entire world. i missed him so much. and then mollie and i had a typical reunion hug which kicked ass. then we went to school and walked around for a bit. we were walking out of school and koji was walking in and ran full speed towards him and gave him a huge hug. 00k and 00e back together once again. then i talked them into skipping class and we went to marsh for a bit and then we headed over to jjj's. we sat and talked for a while. then i sat in on ivy's class. mash came in at the end and i walked backwards into her and then she flipped out and gave me a kiss on the cheek and a huge sunshine hug. then it was lunch and we stood around for a while, i got some nasty looks from you know who. then.... umm i sat in the library during 5th, then went to QFC with meridith and josh. then i went back, sat with neha for a long while and talked about brent. then i went into the art room to see lindseys painting and then i went to the eye doctor and then david picked me up from there and then we went to the boathouse where i got to see joel <3 my secret lover. ahahaha oh man. he is so fucking awesome. he ran to hug me and i felt special. and then i continued to see people that i love so dearly at the boathouse. the funniest was hugging colin because i practically knocked him over. i just jumped into a hug with that goofball. haha shit. it was good. he was laughing. then we talked about our plans for the amazing race. because we are going to do it together.... then umm i talk to chris for a long time. i miss that guy so fucking much. he's so rad. i like how we're friends.. and he was my novice coach and now we talk about everything. anyways, after that, kait picked me up, we went and got her emission checked and the guys working the station were CRAZY. then ummm.... we went home, i fell asleep. then we went to the melting pot. and we had the most interesting conversations... oh god. bill called. it was funny because the phone started to ring and i was like "it's bill!" and sure enough. it was. so i got to talk to my uncle for a bit. then we went home and kait and i went to terence's house. what a character... it was awesome. then i came home and talked to brent. gosh i miss him. it's crazy how this was the first day ever not seeing one another. i mean.. whoa. it feels so wierd. he is, in fact, amazing. i'm so fucking lucky. i can't even explain it. like how i wanted him the first time i talked to him. i'm so happy i met him. just how happy he makes me feel and whenever i think of him, i can't help but get a smile on my face. i hated utah so much when i first lived there... then i met brent. it's so amazing how one person can turn someone's life around.
i love you guys.
i love you guys.