Damon looks absolutely beautiful...
but on another topic
I'm doing good in school
ahahahahahahaha!
I've been writing and drawing and stuff. But I think I kind of lost my groove yesterday. Maybe I'll get it back right?!
and on YET ANOTHER NOTE
I finally realized why I hate all my friends again. Haha please don't call me antisocial or anything, but I can't stand them. I never really noticed but I hang out with a bunch of asshole indie kids XO I don't know why I didn't realize this earlier. Like they never say thank you and they just seem to playing out some role that they really aren't. Talking behind each others backs and scrutinizing everything. God forbid you listen to better music than they do. Just following trends, acting like they're poor when in reality they could fall back on their parents whenever they wish. Buying guitars and never really learning how to play them.
It's just sad.
I used to feel jealous of them. I know I'm not a materialistic person, given the childhood I've had. We've been everything but rich. When I was smaller I would have given anything to have a piano in my house. My school had one, but the music teacher never let me play it. I see these kids have so many opportunities but they never take them. It's like there's a one in a billion chance that someone actually pays attention to everything around them. But the fact that they have these things, these gifts, and they don't even bother to notice them, is what makes me feel more sorry than jealous.
They're nothing but empty husks. And I think I'm glad for once, that I'm not like the rest.
I'm doing good in school
ahahahahahahaha!
I've been writing and drawing and stuff. But I think I kind of lost my groove yesterday. Maybe I'll get it back right?!
and on YET ANOTHER NOTE
I finally realized why I hate all my friends again. Haha please don't call me antisocial or anything, but I can't stand them. I never really noticed but I hang out with a bunch of asshole indie kids XO I don't know why I didn't realize this earlier. Like they never say thank you and they just seem to playing out some role that they really aren't. Talking behind each others backs and scrutinizing everything. God forbid you listen to better music than they do. Just following trends, acting like they're poor when in reality they could fall back on their parents whenever they wish. Buying guitars and never really learning how to play them.
It's just sad.
I used to feel jealous of them. I know I'm not a materialistic person, given the childhood I've had. We've been everything but rich. When I was smaller I would have given anything to have a piano in my house. My school had one, but the music teacher never let me play it. I see these kids have so many opportunities but they never take them. It's like there's a one in a billion chance that someone actually pays attention to everything around them. But the fact that they have these things, these gifts, and they don't even bother to notice them, is what makes me feel more sorry than jealous.
They're nothing but empty husks. And I think I'm glad for once, that I'm not like the rest.