Jun 13, 2009 14:54
I don't know, I think I'm rather confused at the moment. At first I thought I was headed in the right direction ya know, like I was doing the right things for the right reasons and now I'm just downright dumbfounded! I'm sure everyone in the world knows what I feel cause everyone pretty much goes through the same thing every now and then.
I too want to be a good citizen! Mmhmm making some good in my life, but I don't really know how. I guess the past few sentences were a bit too vague and don't really point me in the direction I want to go.
My birthday was like a couple of days ago and the whole time I didn't feel happy at all. I avoided any sort of celebration or anything, well good part is that I finally got my OWN PS2 to play DDR to get my frustrations out hehe and by frustrations I mean not having Damon Albarn as my husband. *ahem* But other than that it was like any other day, except for the fact I was crying all day.
I feel so damned old! I know people will go on and on about how young I am, but I certainly do not feel young! I probably have back problems already ha ha! Odds are I'm going through a mid-life crisis. I just wish I was married to someone just so I could divorce them for someone younger. Or maybe have enough money to buy motorcycle or something.
If your a guy interested in me LOOK THE OTHER WAY!!! I'm not like the rest! I'll probably identify more with your mother. ha ha
I need to get to doing something STAT! I need to travel to another country, and get kidnapped and killed or something! nah...probably not that, but honestly my heart is telling me I gotta get myself out of here and have fun for once. I'm sick of having to act like an adult all the time, I'm not an adult...at least not yet.