WTF....
Thursday night, I don't know what was in the air. I just started having an awful time emotionally, my mind was going to bad places, I don't know. Friday morning started bad; I felt heavy (literally--some days it's harder to move than others) and then our neighbor called and Bryan confirmed that there was some sort of manhunt going on in our neighborhood (our isolated, lonely country neighborhood...) so that freaked me out, my run sucked because I felt like my limbs weighed a thousand pounds each, I got to work and my coworker informs me that one of the STABLE people that we work with attempted SIB Thursday night, while she had this person at ES, the person I was with got some REALLY bad medical news...and the day just continued like that. No one was in a good space emotionally. Even after I left, the last mile I was driving I just started crying. I parked the car and cried.
But it got better. My sister came, I met her new boyfriend, we went out to dinner and played video games, and oddly enough even though the weather is totally crappy today and I injured myself walking Tiffany's stubborn ass dog, I'm in a much better space. It literally felt like an ill wind just blew through town and is gone now. Weird. Very weird.
But it got better. My sister came, I met her new boyfriend, we went out to dinner and played video games, and oddly enough even though the weather is totally crappy today and I injured myself walking Tiffany's stubborn ass dog, I'm in a much better space. It literally felt like an ill wind just blew through town and is gone now. Weird. Very weird.