I can't sleep.
It's hard to settle yourself down to rest when all you can think about is that your life is out of control. Nothing is what you want it to be, and it looks like you will never get back to a place where it will. I'm frantic, I'm scared, and I am so restless.
I know I have a new job on the horizon, but is it soon enough? Will it really help? Will my car make it? Will I fit in well?
2015 is going to be all about making me okay. I'm not okay, I am totally faking it, but I swear I will make it, and I will be proud of myself, and I will do great things. Just a couple more weeks...
I know I have a new job on the horizon, but is it soon enough? Will it really help? Will my car make it? Will I fit in well?
2015 is going to be all about making me okay. I'm not okay, I am totally faking it, but I swear I will make it, and I will be proud of myself, and I will do great things. Just a couple more weeks...