Heyz, can you believe that this weekend has bothered me more then one can imagine. I would say that I hate everyone, lolz, jk! No, but on a more serious note I feel horrible. One friend, a guy, I neglected cause what I said hurt his feelings. He doesn't understand that he means so much to me, even if we are just friends. Another friend, chose to get with my other friends, and now she's on my bad list. It was a dumb fight, but for some reason it is very hard to say "sorry". I don't know if I want her to forgive me, or if I should be forgiving her. She just pissed me off, and it must have been the neglection. I wish she and I didn't get in that fight. I hate myself sometimes.