May 09, 2004 17:16
Everyone thinks I'm crushin, and i've denyed it every time. I wish I was that special girl for you. I think I could be, but im too fat for you. I know at points you want me, and some I want you too. All I want is to taste your sweet tender lips upon mine. I wish our lips could have come together last night, but I knew it was too good to be true. I think you used me in the littlest way possible. I hate myself for what I did to you, it should have never happened. I could give you the world if you would just give me you. I adore you...
Never mind.
Forget it.
I hate you.
P.S. Prom was a blast. Thank you everyone for making me feel special last night. By the way, everyone looked beautiful, ever the boys.