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Refreshing.. but painful. I miss my home. I miss my puppy dog. and I miss my family and friends.
Ive met alot of new people though. I want to go home and see my friends, but im not comfortable staying with my family. I do love them though. They just dont accept me for who i am.... yet
I also worry about leaving because I feel like i will miss out on something. I wont. But you know how that goes.
Im confused about my relationships with people lately.
I have fallin in line with a group of friends that dont always trust eachother. and thats not always easy.
Im tired of it. I dealt with this back when I was friends with samm, haley, and alison...(shutter)....
But its different this time. because im not the one taking the heat. but i still feel bad and wanna protect and keep everyone from everyone else.
I just dont know what is going to happen at this point.
Ive met alot of new people though. I want to go home and see my friends, but im not comfortable staying with my family. I do love them though. They just dont accept me for who i am.... yet
I also worry about leaving because I feel like i will miss out on something. I wont. But you know how that goes.
Im confused about my relationships with people lately.
I have fallin in line with a group of friends that dont always trust eachother. and thats not always easy.
Im tired of it. I dealt with this back when I was friends with samm, haley, and alison...(shutter)....
But its different this time. because im not the one taking the heat. but i still feel bad and wanna protect and keep everyone from everyone else.
I just dont know what is going to happen at this point.