Jan 26, 2006 11:12
So my Nanna went for surgery on her nose. Even after the operation her nose is still bleeding. She isn't doing very well at all. My grandfather had alhsimers disease and can't be left alone, my nanna normally takes care of him. Now that she has fallen ill it seem like it all falls right into my moms lap. She has two brothers one that cares and one that doesent. So it's been my mom taking time off from work, to go and take care of my grand pa. My dad isn't helping her out or being supportive in anyway.But that's not out of the ordinary he isn't the helpful, emotionally supportive guy he should be. So anyway I'm going to be in Fall River so my mom can have a second to breathe. The baby is putting stress on my lungs making it harder than normal for me to breathe. I really need to relax, but there is so much going on for my emotions to handel. deep breathing is out of the question. I just want something to happen because not knowing anything about anything is driving me crazy with anxiety.....oi I just need a break from my mind for a few min.