I don't know anymore
I don't know anymore. How too fix all of these problems I have. I have been trying to get help for almost nine months....trying to get on medicine for my fucking bi-polar dissorder. It fucks up everything.....Jim can't take the ups and downs much longer and neither can I. I just don't know what to do. One min. i'm the life of the party and nothing bugs me. And two seconds later I'm thinking about cutting my wrists open and am afraid to leave the house.. I don't know what the fuck is going on anymore. I feel like i'm losing evertyhing. I am so depressed. I'm so lost in myself I can't even hug Jim without bursting into tears..Just thinking about life without him, ripps me in a million peices.. I love him so much and I really want this shit to stop and i just want to be happy with him forever..But I don't know.. How to fix all of my broken peices. I feel so alone. I don't know what to do with myself. so how can i know how to fix us?