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Have you ever been afraid something terrible was going to happen between you and someone you love? I was just struck by that feeling like a bolt of lightning. I don't know what to say, but the feeling that I am going to lose Katie's interest has been creeping up on me lately, no matter how much she tells me she loves me, I can't help but fear it's going to happen. She has all her friends and what not and I get to see her maybe once or twice a week, there are guys out there that could see her all the time, and she insists that I am the one she wants. I love her with all my heart but I don't know if that will help any when it isn't me I am afraid is going to be the one that leaves. I don't know what to do, and I know she says she won't break my heart, she won't leave me, but I am wondering now if it is said more so she can reassure herself. I just don't know anymore.