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Apr 13, 2005 15:14

Bullshit, it's fucking bullshit, what the fuck did I do to deserve it? Nothing that I fucking know of, but she does it to me anyway. So much for love.

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sc0rnmeh April 13 2005, 18:43:00 UTC
You know... In the morning... Those days I get to sleep in... The sun's rays creep into my room through the curtain. It's nice to wake up to them, because they brush just so that it makes me think you are there.
And sometimes I'll be walking through the hall and I'll smell a cologne that smells like yours...
And I'll turn around to see if you are there...
I still sleep with that blue rabbit, and the little dog you got me. And I always wear that ring you bought me on that chain around my neck...
I'll mess with it sometimes and just think of those couple of times you kneeled before me... Like when you started to in the mall on the second floor. Do you remember? I think we were on our way out.
Or on our way walking to the apartment. You kneeled right there and people were looking at us funny...
And then I think of those times we would lie in bed together, you with your arms around me... You'd say you loved me, I'd say it back.
Even when we fought, you just had to put your arms around me and let me cry it out.
I guess I cry alot, huh? I've been crying since before we last hung up...
I'm just so afraid I'm going to lose you, Philip.
I need you to know that. I'm scared to death...
I know you think you may know what I need, but I think you need to look at little closer.
You aren't worthless. You are my whole world in one man, flaws and all... And I love it. I love you. I need you...
Please don't break my heart...
You promised...
Etern♥lly, Kathryn Leigh Mouch

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