Apr 15, 2010 16:57
I have a little less than an hour before my class and so many things I could be doing, but I am procrastinating and would rather post a much needed update.
This semester is going a lot better than last. I feel like I have my shit together a little better than I did in the fall. The fall was rough, I am not going to lie. It was so stressful being forced into a social life. Making plans about what to do on the weekends was almost a dread. This semester is a lot easier. I was hanging out with Giselle, Gaby and Alyssa a lot at the beginning of the semester. Problem was, I like Alyssa, but she was always a grandma and never actually went out with us when she said she would. And then Gaby and Giselle are a lot of fun to party with, but they are nothing more than people to drink and dance with. Once they started hanging out with Kenzie, I couldn't take it anymore. She is loud, always drunk and soooo obnoxious. She is pushy and mean and a serious whore. I mean I have only hung out with her twice but she makes me want to kick a baby instead of having to deal with her. So since then, I have been hanging out with my FIGer friends (the kids from my Freshman Interest Group from the fall) and Seoane and Alexis. They are way more chill and we can actually have conversations. Whenever you talk to Giselle it is literally like talking to a child. But next fall Danny is going to transfer to UCF which is a big bummer and obviously making Alexis depressed. It is a smart decision for him but it sucks.
Other than that, I am seriously procrastinating on this research paper I have to write for World Religions. I don't know what is going to be worse, the dread of writing it or actually writing it. I NEED to get started on it TONIGHT but I know I won't feel like it when I get home and will find something else to do to entertain myself instead. In other news that is increasingly ANNOYING... I overdrafted like $15 from my bank account and they wanted to charge me almost $200 dollars in insufficient fund fees. I got them to take off $72 from it, but still, that is really fucking annoying because they strategically reorganized the order of my purchases so that my huge rent check was processed first and the all the $2,$5 and $7 purchases came after and I got charged $36 for each of them. FUCK THAAAAT! Screw you, Suntrust. You can suck my balls.
I am dying for summer, even though I am really not looking forward to having to live back at home for so long. I LOVE being in Miami, but after Spring Break and all of its craziness, I realized why I wanted to move out so desperately in the first place. My mom was being really passive aggressive the whole time and though most of it was directed towards my sister, it was really draining to be around that all the time. I felt like I was 15 again and I would just have to sit in the car and stare out the window while my mom and sister exchanged caustic remarks, both trying to have the last word. My parents also don't understand that when my sister and I are in Miami, there are a lot of people we never get to see, so we will go out all the time. Yes, I will go out on a Thursday night and then go out again on Friday and Saturday. I might even go out again on Monday and Tuesday and still have people pissed off because we didn't spend enough time together. I have a feeling summer isn't going to be as hectic, but I still don't want to spend all my time like I did in high school, staying home all week and only being able to go out with my friends pretty much one night a week. It is ridiculous. I love my family though. I really do look forward to having dinner with everyone and drinking like 8 bottles of wine between us all and just having a good time. I miss that the most. But at the end of the day, I feel like the people I enjoy hanging out with the most are still in Miami and I definitely want to make up for lost time. Only a few more weeks and shit is done. No more worries until Summer C. And even then, it isn't going to be too hectic.
Well, class is starting and I have to read some BS article before it does.