Mar 04, 2006 21:40
I don't know how to describe today's events.
My emotions were all over the place. Nervous, angry, sad, uncomfortable, comfortable, excited, happy, calm...
I cried.
I smiled.
I saw people I hadn't seen in months or years, some I wanted to see and some I didn't. Either way it was wonderful that everyone came for this. I know the Browns appreciated it.
The service was a perfect reflection of Aaron: beautiful, with lots of emotion, full of love and of course music.
I'm so glad that we could all be surrounded by people feeling the same pain, laughing at the same stories, smiling at the same things today.
I feel so much better, as if I have some sense of closure.
I'd still like to go to the IHOP, but it isn't important.
The reception, I must say, was phenomenal...absolutely wonderful.
There's nothing like watching Tony playing the drums or seeing Albert headbang...wow.
I miss all of you guys. I don't want to lose touch again.
I'm going to the Brown's on Monday after I take Richardson's test to talk about the yearbook page.
Mr. Brown is picking me up from school.
JK, thank you for tonight. I don't know what to tell you, but it was perfect.
It was like everything just fell into place.
Keep the memory alive. We all take a piece of Aaron with us wherever we go. Let it shine.
(Like the song...this little light of mine...nevermind)
Love always,
Jillian