the emotions!!
i dont know what to do really
one second im all hot and horny about this singer on tv (the bonnet *drools) the next im worrying about my reports and assignments like theres no tomorrow, ive never been big on the time management crap and i find that i just crunch all my efforts on the very edge desperation. then i see this girl (a model) *le sigh* and i wanna tear my hair out.. cuz i want to look just a tiny weeny bit like her O.o my dry ratty hair and icky skin color could use a lil spunk
im not at all eloquent these days though my course requires such skills O.o it may be from the frequent reading of those tempting lil morsels of sin *cackles* i cant help myself really
i never really realized this but i found out that i have this tendency for self-mutilation.. O.o there comes a point where the emotional pain was too much and the only release to be achieved was by inflicting harm upon my body .. the overwhelming urge to see blood seeping from my skin tainting my flesh ..cutting could produce this tingling sensation which was fairly pleasant when you come to think of it :P
one second im all hot and horny about this singer on tv (the bonnet *drools) the next im worrying about my reports and assignments like theres no tomorrow, ive never been big on the time management crap and i find that i just crunch all my efforts on the very edge desperation. then i see this girl (a model) *le sigh* and i wanna tear my hair out.. cuz i want to look just a tiny weeny bit like her O.o my dry ratty hair and icky skin color could use a lil spunk
im not at all eloquent these days though my course requires such skills O.o it may be from the frequent reading of those tempting lil morsels of sin *cackles* i cant help myself really
i never really realized this but i found out that i have this tendency for self-mutilation.. O.o there comes a point where the emotional pain was too much and the only release to be achieved was by inflicting harm upon my body .. the overwhelming urge to see blood seeping from my skin tainting my flesh ..cutting could produce this tingling sensation which was fairly pleasant when you come to think of it :P