:) im happy today
*nods* me accomplished lots of things :) im glad
jenn came over and told me all about her great adventures in male fishing in clubs... no she does not use rods.. she uses nets *nods*
its cold
my parents were nice to me today... i wonder why.. lmao my mom even gave me noodles when she came home from shopping and my dad was "nice" maybe they be making up for forgetting about me again lmao
still 14 people in my friends of list... *glares at it*
i need a black tank top *nods* and a plaid skirt *nods* and and that skirt you put over yar pants O.o;; ok so i just need to go shopping.. *snorts*
im trying out mirc due to the overwhelming suggestions from my friends to go there and chat with them... i dont understand how they like such an old system.. *snorts* lol i have not really figured out which channels to go to.. lololol ohh well
i can breath ok today *nods* i just need more naps i think
nothing much to do in my house the tv ish my companion and dildobert my seducer although the bed has its charms
i dont realy feel anything these days maybe im just tired :)
and yup i still dont dream i wanna dream i want to be in a world of my control where everything would be as i imagine .. i dont care if its not real as long as in that moment im there im smiling and everyone cares.. my own castle in the clouds
even yaoi brings no comfort to me now.. somethings wrong i just havent figured it out yet :)
ive made a lot of changes these past few days .. its a lil overwhelming due to the fact that i rarely change anything.. the post it notes on my desks from 2 years ago are still there .. no one dares to take them off i just want them to be there because being there symbolizes that everything is as is.. nothing will rock my foundation i dont throw anything away even if it had no sentimental ties to it... lol ok so maybe i threw away my online friends O.o;; but thats a different matter .. with them i cant breath lol theyre just like my parents :P only it hurts less
i need to be more useful.. indispensible.. so they wont ever forget.. i need to be more .. just a lil bit more ohhh that girl on tv has a nice blouse O.O must watch credits for the damn clothes sponsor
i want to go outside .. only no one is waiting for me there and my dogs are gone
i need to hang up six more posters *nods* although i dont have sticky tape O.O;; should i use bodily fluids?
i need lip balm... my lips are bleeding lol
im running out of things to download it seems lololol
jenn came over and told me all about her great adventures in male fishing in clubs... no she does not use rods.. she uses nets *nods*
its cold
my parents were nice to me today... i wonder why.. lmao my mom even gave me noodles when she came home from shopping and my dad was "nice" maybe they be making up for forgetting about me again lmao
still 14 people in my friends of list... *glares at it*
i need a black tank top *nods* and a plaid skirt *nods* and and that skirt you put over yar pants O.o;; ok so i just need to go shopping.. *snorts*
im trying out mirc due to the overwhelming suggestions from my friends to go there and chat with them... i dont understand how they like such an old system.. *snorts* lol i have not really figured out which channels to go to.. lololol ohh well
i can breath ok today *nods* i just need more naps i think
nothing much to do in my house the tv ish my companion and dildobert my seducer although the bed has its charms
i dont realy feel anything these days maybe im just tired :)
and yup i still dont dream i wanna dream i want to be in a world of my control where everything would be as i imagine .. i dont care if its not real as long as in that moment im there im smiling and everyone cares.. my own castle in the clouds
even yaoi brings no comfort to me now.. somethings wrong i just havent figured it out yet :)
ive made a lot of changes these past few days .. its a lil overwhelming due to the fact that i rarely change anything.. the post it notes on my desks from 2 years ago are still there .. no one dares to take them off i just want them to be there because being there symbolizes that everything is as is.. nothing will rock my foundation i dont throw anything away even if it had no sentimental ties to it... lol ok so maybe i threw away my online friends O.o;; but thats a different matter .. with them i cant breath lol theyre just like my parents :P only it hurts less
i need to be more useful.. indispensible.. so they wont ever forget.. i need to be more .. just a lil bit more ohhh that girl on tv has a nice blouse O.O must watch credits for the damn clothes sponsor
i want to go outside .. only no one is waiting for me there and my dogs are gone
i need to hang up six more posters *nods* although i dont have sticky tape O.O;; should i use bodily fluids?
i need lip balm... my lips are bleeding lol
im running out of things to download it seems lololol