SAD
It's been raining for three days, i haven't seen the sun, not really seen it, in three days!!! God i hate rain right now. And i'm bored, i mean really really bored. I've been looking for a job, but i'm being so snobbish, i mean, i don't want to go back to crap jobs, i don't want to wait tables or take out trash, i want a nice secretary job or something like that, i want something that will give me experience for my chosen career field and what do i find around me? the piggly wiggly, the food lion, gas station attendants, wal-mart, and a but load of strip joints. I think not, thank you.
OMG, the power cord to my laptop had a something or other wrong with it so now my laptop is out of commission (it had a short? like, the thingie just decided to stop working all together) which would suck on any day, but next week my 20 page (plus citation and attachments) paper is due and it was almost done too...but it's ALL on my laptop, which i can no longer access. So what do i get to do? thats right people, i get to start from scratch and rewrite every single mother f-ing word of it. joy.
I feel like such a teeny-bopper right now. I get up, do house-work, turn on my fuse or MTV or VH1 or whatever so i can have a variety of music for while i do homework, then john comes home for lunch, i clean up again (men, all men, are such slobs) and then i either finish my school work if i haven't already or i start playing a video game, at about 3pm or so i start dinner, john gets home at 5pm we eat, watch a show or two and go to sleep...i'm bored i think. and sick, i've been having horrible time sleeping and i've been having the weirdest cravings. Like the other night i bitched and screamed and begged until john finally gave up and went out to buy me a monster snickers and a cherry pepsi and then i wanted a pickle and choco-shell, and bananas. I think my cravings scare john who tends to not look at me when i eat anymore, poor thing. (i know what some of you must be thinking, don't, i'm not.) Anywho, to top it all off i've been so ...lazy? lately, i have NO energy. I had been exercising, but the past week or so i've been so drained that i just hardly ever leave the couch or bed unless i'm cleaning or cooking. (another reason i want a job)
I wish...
never mind, i guess that's all that's really up with me lately. sorry i haven't been keeping up with everyone, i have to use john's laptop now that mine is being all stupid, and it goes so slow being on the internet is almost physical pain so after school i just leave it alone. But i'm thinking of everyone. all my love
ME!!
OMG, the power cord to my laptop had a something or other wrong with it so now my laptop is out of commission (it had a short? like, the thingie just decided to stop working all together) which would suck on any day, but next week my 20 page (plus citation and attachments) paper is due and it was almost done too...but it's ALL on my laptop, which i can no longer access. So what do i get to do? thats right people, i get to start from scratch and rewrite every single mother f-ing word of it. joy.
I feel like such a teeny-bopper right now. I get up, do house-work, turn on my fuse or MTV or VH1 or whatever so i can have a variety of music for while i do homework, then john comes home for lunch, i clean up again (men, all men, are such slobs) and then i either finish my school work if i haven't already or i start playing a video game, at about 3pm or so i start dinner, john gets home at 5pm we eat, watch a show or two and go to sleep...i'm bored i think. and sick, i've been having horrible time sleeping and i've been having the weirdest cravings. Like the other night i bitched and screamed and begged until john finally gave up and went out to buy me a monster snickers and a cherry pepsi and then i wanted a pickle and choco-shell, and bananas. I think my cravings scare john who tends to not look at me when i eat anymore, poor thing. (i know what some of you must be thinking, don't, i'm not.) Anywho, to top it all off i've been so ...lazy? lately, i have NO energy. I had been exercising, but the past week or so i've been so drained that i just hardly ever leave the couch or bed unless i'm cleaning or cooking. (another reason i want a job)
I wish...
never mind, i guess that's all that's really up with me lately. sorry i haven't been keeping up with everyone, i have to use john's laptop now that mine is being all stupid, and it goes so slow being on the internet is almost physical pain so after school i just leave it alone. But i'm thinking of everyone. all my love
ME!!