"here's your sign"
I guess everything is going pretty good. Went out till 4 last night while trey waited up for me to get home.. I felt bad. I got so freaking smashed and keya came over and it was fun as hell and then i went out with steven and his friends justin and these 2 other losers. I mean guys. It was ok, i guess except i shoulda listened to trey and not gone out. I think marc and natalie came over for a while but i could be wrong. I really need money.. soon. I cant wait to fuckin get out of high school. Havent heard from becca in days.. hope shes still alive. Steven doesnt think trey and i are gonna last.. i really hope hes wrong. hes still asleep right now passed out in my room. the more sleep he gets the less trouble he can get into, right? I got my adderall back and ambien (yes!) so ill be nice and skinny for trey when he comes into town next month :) Oh yeah and i found out hes not shipping out from houston :( Either amarillo or san antonio.. I dunno what to do, i hope its san antonio. My phone card ran out so i cant talk to him as much and its sad. I need money to get a new one... and pay my bills and all that good stuff. okie lata/