im about to shoot a load of truth on your chin
So something amazing happened on thursday. I met someone. He's more than just a boy I met offline. He is amazing. I can't explain how he makes me feel. There are so many small things that just are amazing. I'm too tired to explain it all now but here are 2 poems he just wrote for me.
Anna
By Oodie
i dont know if the writings going to have that 'fuck you kill me attitude anymore'
because i met someone
yep thats right
25 years later and i met someone
its not really someone, its something
a chubby little white girl from wisconsin
and she means more to me than my own self
id do about anything for her, to see her little tiny teeth in her mouth
or her brown eyes that are spaced perfectly apart
or her small little nose i could stare at for hours
its her thats going to change this writing around
call her the new editor of my life
sometimes its a bit difficult when you feel like you are moving away from your old self
and it happens in the matter of 3 days
but she was worth the time and effort to fuck my mind in half
and not even use brain protection
it was worth the effort to feel so good about yourself that you got scared
anything to bring tears of joy to my eyes rather than tears of sadness
its easy to feel like shit, all you have to do is think
but right now im not thinking, im pretty much just going with it
because i feel beautiful, and that sure is rare
putting the years of mental mindfucks and anxiety blackouts behind me
one day at a time
i think i'll probably find a better way
thank you, and you know who you are
More to come later.
Anna
By Oodie
i dont know if the writings going to have that 'fuck you kill me attitude anymore'
because i met someone
yep thats right
25 years later and i met someone
its not really someone, its something
a chubby little white girl from wisconsin
and she means more to me than my own self
id do about anything for her, to see her little tiny teeth in her mouth
or her brown eyes that are spaced perfectly apart
or her small little nose i could stare at for hours
its her thats going to change this writing around
call her the new editor of my life
sometimes its a bit difficult when you feel like you are moving away from your old self
and it happens in the matter of 3 days
but she was worth the time and effort to fuck my mind in half
and not even use brain protection
it was worth the effort to feel so good about yourself that you got scared
anything to bring tears of joy to my eyes rather than tears of sadness
its easy to feel like shit, all you have to do is think
but right now im not thinking, im pretty much just going with it
because i feel beautiful, and that sure is rare
putting the years of mental mindfucks and anxiety blackouts behind me
one day at a time
i think i'll probably find a better way
thank you, and you know who you are
More to come later.