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sometimes i wonder wtf i'm going with all that i've done the past 2 years. last year, i've countlessly put forth effort towards the health, well-being and safety of the soldiers i was attached to. 200+ missions outside the wire just doing what my job expects me to do, or at times surpass. but what about me? i've given my job 120% of all my blood, sweat, tears, strength, and time. a person can only do this for so long. don't get me wrong. i love the army, my unit, my battalion, and the soldiers i've come to knows and work with. i hate to say this, but even those whose job is to save day in and day out needs to be saved himself. every day i wonder where and what would i be doing now if i didn't raise my hand and took that oath to serve and protect this wonderful country of ours. would i even be up wondering the earth if i never went thru what i've been thru so far? who knows. what i do know is that i'm burnt out like a muh...