Nov 01, 2007 18:11
So Brian and I have been talking about kids a lot more lately. First he wanted to wait three years till I finished school, and then I got this new job and it was dropped to two years, and now he changed it to when we can keep the house clean for two months in a row. The sooner we can have kids the more scared I get. Before I was in such a rush to have kids and now I keep on thinking that if we had kids we wouldn't be able to go out whenever we want to, but the thing is we don't do that now. 99.99% of the time we stay in and just watch a movie or play a board game. Now that we live so far away from our family and friends the idea of having kids is so scary to me. Will we be ready. I guess I have a lot of thinking to do on the subject.