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i miss skowhegan so much. actually im lying. i dont miss it . i just miss matthew and being able to see him whenver i want. hes the best person in the world and i hate not being able to talk to him or see him as much as before. i love that kid! i miss garrett too. i hate not being with those 2.. my life officially sucks.
i dont mind being back in jay though. i get drunk a lot, and i dont remember a lot of shit. but thats ok i guess. better than remembering and being sad...
anyway, me and jared broke up like 2 months ago. i dont know whats going to make of that. we mnight get back together but i dont know waht the plan is. i really dont know if i want to. i dont want to be with someone like him i guess, but its hard. i just really miss chris right now...
i have to go to bed now .. this shit is getting to me.
i dont mind being back in jay though. i get drunk a lot, and i dont remember a lot of shit. but thats ok i guess. better than remembering and being sad...
anyway, me and jared broke up like 2 months ago. i dont know whats going to make of that. we mnight get back together but i dont know waht the plan is. i really dont know if i want to. i dont want to be with someone like him i guess, but its hard. i just really miss chris right now...
i have to go to bed now .. this shit is getting to me.