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Great. Fuckin' great. So today is Watari's graduation, and I got all ready and stuff. I wanted to get out an hour earlier so I can get some small gift for her. But the moment I open the door it starts raining like hell. Thunder and all. Out of nowhere. I'm not the person who watches weather reports and stuff. So I call the school and the answering machine says the graduation is postponed because of the "upcoming thunderstorms". Oh so they knew already. You know what Pooja? You could have TOLD me. Don't expect me to call and check, it's not MY graduation. I bet you didn't JUST find out. Do you care at all? What if this rain started later? What if I reached SCHOOL by that time? I don't have parents to drive me around you know, and it's not a five minute walk either. And then I message you in panic, because the graduation is now on friday and I WORK, and I CAN'T call out on such short notice! And what do you reply? "Yeah sorry". Do you even care at all whether or not I'll be there? I won't even try to get out of work if that's how much it means for you. I'll work and I'll even ask to stay until closing time. So I can save up for Russia and see my BEST FRIEND. Because no matter what, there really is only ONE best friend. I've had it. Call me selfish or childish or whatever. I expect people I love to love me the same. And if you don't care, then I won't either.