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right now, i can feel an air of depression slowly moving upon me. i'm moving slowly, i can't decide what i want to do, my head is heavy, i'm bored. its not good. i dont understand why. oh well.
today i kind of scratched the rim on the jeep (oops) pulling into a left-side parallel space. (oops.)
tomorrow i have to go to michael's craft store and find an 18x26 drawing and sketch pad. if they don't have them, i'm fucked. shit. i hate college. all this commuting shit sucks. i wish i was living in my own place.
oh did i mention? i have $30.71 in my bank account. I am seriously cutting my debit card into little tiny pieces. all of the hours i worked over the summer- all of the money i had- hmm..gone? it doesnt make sense, but then again, i can remember many times in the past month going into stores and dropping a hundred on whatever and being like "oh well." so it makes sense sort of.
i'm up to a pack of cigarettes a day. not a good thing when your flat broke. well not a good thing anyway.
blah! mike called me this morning and was in a bad mood. i miss him. i want to hug and kiss him all day. i really do. damn.
i dont even know what to write faahkk
today i kind of scratched the rim on the jeep (oops) pulling into a left-side parallel space. (oops.)
tomorrow i have to go to michael's craft store and find an 18x26 drawing and sketch pad. if they don't have them, i'm fucked. shit. i hate college. all this commuting shit sucks. i wish i was living in my own place.
oh did i mention? i have $30.71 in my bank account. I am seriously cutting my debit card into little tiny pieces. all of the hours i worked over the summer- all of the money i had- hmm..gone? it doesnt make sense, but then again, i can remember many times in the past month going into stores and dropping a hundred on whatever and being like "oh well." so it makes sense sort of.
i'm up to a pack of cigarettes a day. not a good thing when your flat broke. well not a good thing anyway.
blah! mike called me this morning and was in a bad mood. i miss him. i want to hug and kiss him all day. i really do. damn.
i dont even know what to write faahkk