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so..right now, for some reason.. i'm freaking OUT
i just decided to start looking for a prom dress and now its become apparent to me that i'm probably not going to find one. fuck. well..maybe i will. after all, ive only gone through like two and a half stores...
the sucky part is that i have my dream dress all thought up and i cant find one in real life. double fucking fuck.
and hair, and jewelry, and makeup.. oh and money to do all of this??
yes, def getting all stressed out over prom. dunno why. maybe cuz this is my senior prom, im only going to one [mike doesnt want to go to his]...and i want to BE PERFECT. oh yes...perfect. that would be nice.
in other news, i stayed home ALONE in my house this weekend,
(WILKAAY i know i called you friday and said i couldnt make it, please don't think i'm a bitch. it was because i was in the middle of a crying fit and i was ready to let myself out of the passenger side door of my boyfriend's truck in the middle of route one..)
after my extreme bit of depression on friday afternoon the rest was alright.
(I crossed some places off of my list. heh.)
umm..omg
prom is all i can think about rite now.. FUCK!
went to the flea market today....scored some cute jewelry.
saw bob today...filled out an application..........ahh shit.
wow i really have nothing to say
wish me luck fuckers. i need it.<3
i just decided to start looking for a prom dress and now its become apparent to me that i'm probably not going to find one. fuck. well..maybe i will. after all, ive only gone through like two and a half stores...
the sucky part is that i have my dream dress all thought up and i cant find one in real life. double fucking fuck.
and hair, and jewelry, and makeup.. oh and money to do all of this??
yes, def getting all stressed out over prom. dunno why. maybe cuz this is my senior prom, im only going to one [mike doesnt want to go to his]...and i want to BE PERFECT. oh yes...perfect. that would be nice.
in other news, i stayed home ALONE in my house this weekend,
(WILKAAY i know i called you friday and said i couldnt make it, please don't think i'm a bitch. it was because i was in the middle of a crying fit and i was ready to let myself out of the passenger side door of my boyfriend's truck in the middle of route one..)
after my extreme bit of depression on friday afternoon the rest was alright.
(I crossed some places off of my list. heh.)
umm..omg
prom is all i can think about rite now.. FUCK!
went to the flea market today....scored some cute jewelry.
saw bob today...filled out an application..........ahh shit.
wow i really have nothing to say
wish me luck fuckers. i need it.<3