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AHH OMG RIGHT NOW I AM SO PISSED I THINK IM GUNNA CRY
DONT BLAME URSELF DONT BLAME URSELF I DONT LIKE IT WHEN U BLAME URSELF OMG
SO THEN JUST MAKE ME FEEL LIKE ITS MY FAULT ALL THE TIME ITS MY FUCKING FAULT AND I CANT EVEN SAY THE RIGHT THING IM SORRY YOU CANT BELIEVE I SAID THAT FUCK FUCK ME I HATE MYSELF WAT DO U WANT FROM ME??? IM DISCUSTING AND I KNOW THAT U DONT HAVE TO TELL ME IM MAKING MYSELF GROSS FUCK YOU OMG
YAH CHRISTINE SAID IT -MEN-ARE-BABIES- BUT ARE THEY SPOSED TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS??!?!
I DUNNO WAT I DID WRONG IM SMOKING BIG FUCKING DEAL SO FUCKING KILL ME
OMG I NEED TO TALK TO A MOTHAFUCKING GIRL RIGHT NOW..IM SO FUCKING ALONE SOMETIMES ITS OBSCENE AND I CANT GET ANYTHING OUT AND WHEN I WANT TO I FORGET IT ALL BECAUSE THERES SO MUCH
THIS MORNING I STARTED TO HATE MYSELF AGAIN
SO TONIGHT YOU HELPED ME HATE MYSELF MORE THANK YOU VERY MUCH
AND YES IT IS ALL MY MOTHAFUCKING FAULT LIKE ALWAYS BECAUSE IM ALL FUCKED UP
i just donnoo wat to do nemore..i cant accomplish anything..and my boyfriend hates me because of something stupid...and he probably doesnt even hate me.....hes a big fucking baby and freaks out over dumb shit.....but damn he is SO good at making me feel like shit its awesome. fuckk yahh. i just donno wat to do i should like dissappear just fuck it
DONT BLAME URSELF DONT BLAME URSELF I DONT LIKE IT WHEN U BLAME URSELF OMG
SO THEN JUST MAKE ME FEEL LIKE ITS MY FAULT ALL THE TIME ITS MY FUCKING FAULT AND I CANT EVEN SAY THE RIGHT THING IM SORRY YOU CANT BELIEVE I SAID THAT FUCK FUCK ME I HATE MYSELF WAT DO U WANT FROM ME??? IM DISCUSTING AND I KNOW THAT U DONT HAVE TO TELL ME IM MAKING MYSELF GROSS FUCK YOU OMG
YAH CHRISTINE SAID IT -MEN-ARE-BABIES- BUT ARE THEY SPOSED TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS??!?!
I DUNNO WAT I DID WRONG IM SMOKING BIG FUCKING DEAL SO FUCKING KILL ME
OMG I NEED TO TALK TO A MOTHAFUCKING GIRL RIGHT NOW..IM SO FUCKING ALONE SOMETIMES ITS OBSCENE AND I CANT GET ANYTHING OUT AND WHEN I WANT TO I FORGET IT ALL BECAUSE THERES SO MUCH
THIS MORNING I STARTED TO HATE MYSELF AGAIN
SO TONIGHT YOU HELPED ME HATE MYSELF MORE THANK YOU VERY MUCH
AND YES IT IS ALL MY MOTHAFUCKING FAULT LIKE ALWAYS BECAUSE IM ALL FUCKED UP
i just donnoo wat to do nemore..i cant accomplish anything..and my boyfriend hates me because of something stupid...and he probably doesnt even hate me.....hes a big fucking baby and freaks out over dumb shit.....but damn he is SO good at making me feel like shit its awesome. fuckk yahh. i just donno wat to do i should like dissappear just fuck it