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im looking for inspiration and motivation everywhere and i just CANT FIND THEM
i cant find them anywhere no matter what i do
i cant convince myself anything its getting to me i want to do so much i want it so badly but i cant have it because i dont give myself a chance i give up before i begin im desperate for something to give me strength but its not coming im beginning to believe that its not meant to be..
im so frustrated with myself i see role models all around me but they dont inspire me i lost my willpower a long time ago the difficult part is that the desire remains. theres nothing in me to push me to fulfill my deepest desires..its killing me every single day. i need to wake up and go out and do this but the problem is im already awake i need a push and theres no one out there to push me im alone in this in reality no one can help me but the truth is thats the most important part i cant do this alone i cant do this at all..icanttakeitanymore
i cant find them anywhere no matter what i do
i cant convince myself anything its getting to me i want to do so much i want it so badly but i cant have it because i dont give myself a chance i give up before i begin im desperate for something to give me strength but its not coming im beginning to believe that its not meant to be..
im so frustrated with myself i see role models all around me but they dont inspire me i lost my willpower a long time ago the difficult part is that the desire remains. theres nothing in me to push me to fulfill my deepest desires..its killing me every single day. i need to wake up and go out and do this but the problem is im already awake i need a push and theres no one out there to push me im alone in this in reality no one can help me but the truth is thats the most important part i cant do this alone i cant do this at all..icanttakeitanymore