Jun 17, 2010 21:28
If there's a connection, I'll feel it. I'll find it and hold it. It's like the wind, this thing they call spark. I've heard and read about it, heard the word from other people as their eyes shine, bounce and dance-- there's a subtle, secret smile on their lips. They're members of a club I can't be a part of. Not yet, anyway.
But in time, I'll understand.
In time, I'll feel.
In time, I'll get there.
But right now, the world is at my feet and over my head. I've never been a privy to the whims of my emotions, I think I've proven that by now. But still, I am cautious. And that's why life has left me unprepared. If I knew too much I'd never live the way I'm living. My mistakes have been overwhelming, enlightening and outrageously funny. And who can call it a mistake after that?
No one. No one at all.
Time reveals legends. I am part of every hero that lived. I am Marj. Bit by merry bit, I'm reaching the shore.