Sep 04, 2003 19:05
Is it just me, or did they change LiveJournal? The layout's different.
Anyways, moving on...
Right, so this guy in my class, Im still not gonna name, is SO SEXY. For real. He's so hot it makes me wanna puke. And I have to deal with that for 6 hours everyday, for the rest of the year! He'll never like me. He probably notices me, because I'm hard not to motice, but he'd never go for me.
Im still all depressed. At home, everything is making me cry. Not at school, because I never let them see me cry. But at home, I just completely lose it. Today, I flicked to MuchMusic, and "Youth of the Nation" by P.O.D was playing, and I started bawling, for no reason at all.
I didnt sleep again last night...Im so mentally tired, its not even funny.
I'm thinking of making my journal friends only, just because school has started again...Just in case someone I know comes across it. I'd be so embarrassed. I know it's paranoid, but still. People laugh at me enough without reading all this. If you're on my friends list, dont worry, I wont take you off. I just have to find someone who will make me a pretty Friends Only banner.
Alright, thats about it.