(no subject)
It's pretty fucking heavy here. One might say the weight of the world is on my shoulders. But actually thats not true either. All the weight was already suspended quite happily before I got here. Now I'm stuck of course. And the Dark. Oh my God did I not mention the Dark? Like we all know the dark, the absence of light right? But no fuck me my brothers thats not the Dark I'm talking about. This fucker has presence, he's all gravy and tar pit and not a bit friendly. This fucker is touching me everywhere and I'm feeling a little vulnurable to say the least. In fact I'm being raped by it. And of course I'm Alone in here. Of course I'm Alone in here. Well alone with my imagination which isn't doing me any favours. I'm stuck in HERE, in the dark so I can't really tell you all where HERE is, but it's DARK. DARK. DARK. What to do my brothers? My arms can feel the open space outside me, but I can't tel if its home or eternal night down there, but I can't go back. That's already happend. We all know we can't go back. To stay here is searing agony though. And did I tell you about the Dark. It's Cold. C O L D that spells COLD. It goes up my legs. Balck and Cold. And I don't want to tell ya what FEAR will do with the Dark and the Cold. It's coming up my legs man. And in My chest and stomach. I don't know if I'm gonna cry or puke. Am I to squeeze my lifes breath out to go Forward to the unknown or Wait for devine intervention? I don't want to Die alone my brothers.