Dec 19, 2005 00:19
tonight was such a perfect night! we went to his dads companys xmas party...he knew i was nervous about meeting the familia so he held my hand the entire time...cept wen i was gorging myself on food...in between meals he would try to find my hand under the table so he could hold it...everytime he went for a smoke he kissed my head...he got up with me everytime i needed a drink or to go to the bathroom...he was okay with leavin just b/c i asked...he drove me to his house where we watched SWAT an i was wearin one of his sweatshirts which he let me keep...he kept kissing my head an hands and he keep stroking my finger from the hand he wouldnt let go of!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG i cant believe ive been puttin this off till now!!!!!!!!!!!!
later amazing days